Today's motto is: I suck
Because I'm so tired that I can hardly function. I'm going to be a real winner at this afternoon's interview. It's my third set this week and I'm officially sick of the whole thing. Someone just give me an offer I want so I can stop the madness.
Because I have an offer that I want but now that it's here, I find that I've become greedy. While at one point, I said I'd take my current salary because I liked the place so much, now I find myself unwilling to do that. As my mom says, it's a difference of a refrigerator. Do you give up a great house because there's no refrigerator? No. You wait and get the Sub-Zero when you can afford it.
Because we got approved to buy a house with no (count it, no) money down and I'm dragging my ass getting the paperwork together. I'm just not ready to move right now, there's too much work involved. The mortgage person is pushing me hard to get going and I just can't.
Because even though Ellie's cancer hasn't spread, she's still in pain and there's nothing else I can do for the moment. We are headed to a homeopathic vet next week, though.
Because I've been so stressed I haven't written back to lots of people who probably think I'm an asshole now.
Because I don't say no very often and when I do, people either don't hear me or are stunned.
Other than all that, I'm great!