Here I am, at work. Many of my esteemed co-workers are here with me, though there is no assurance that there's even a chance in hell that we'll be paid for our service. I was feeling optimistic about our survival but I'm at a low moment now.

The job market has changed, salaries keep coming down to the point where I think unemployment pays more than some of these web development gigs. I'm at a crossroads. I don't really want to be a programmer, I don't want to go back to school and without additional skills I'm relegated to jobs that pay less than 1/2 of what I was getting a year ago -- and having to fight for those.

Auction houses are calling the office about selling off our equipment and some of our customers have seen the rumors on fucked co. The shit is hitting the fan and I am starting to get very scared.

Looks like ebay will be helping us pay the mortgage this month.