Just got an email from Buddy's family about his final night and day. They were filled with love, the entire family was with him when he died and his mom told him that me, Andrea and Rainie all loved him very much. If we had a gigantic ranch with sheep for him to herd and to live his life out, maybe he'd be alive today, but that's not the cards any of us were dealt. And the truth is, he *was* different after being at home with the family for a while, more in your face and I did feel a bit more nervous around him so I guess I need to be grateful that he had a good time with us and with his family before joining Alice.