I am so tired of constantly being worried about getting laid off. I would love to use the money we have tucked away to do something around our house (new insulated windows, new fence, electricity, update the bathroom) but instead I horde it away in case Andrea or I gets laid off. Just when I think I have a smidgeon of security, the market gets worse and I know that just because I survived one round of layoffs does not mean I'll survive many more. It looks like they want to kill the version of our product that I work on so it's a matter of time/me learning new tricks in a hurry. Great.