I decided that I hate it that Patrick has epilepsy. Today, it's under control but it could flare up again at any time. A dog whose person is on the canine epilepsy mailing list I'm on had a whopper this morning, peed and pooed and bit his lip so he was awash in bodily fluids. I read that and almost cried, thinking that it could happen to Mr. P at any time. I hope that he is seizure free while we're in China, that he doesn't get freaked out that we're not home for 10 days. Sigh.