Holy Crap! It's Almost Time!
When we first set our start date for trying to conceive (TTC), June seemed so far away. Eons, epochs of time. We could magically clean the house, win a million dollars and do everything necessary to assure the world that we're ready to Be Parents.
But then I blinked and it's almost March. Our tenative, assuming all my little eggies are cooperating date is June 15. That's in like 3 months.
Am I sure we're ready? Are we sure we're ready? What if we've forgotten to do something? Left the baby light on, left the baby oven open before we left for a grand adventure that will change our lives forever?
Maybe we should wait until Andrea and I have known each other longer. Maybe 10 years of friendship, almost 9 years of being together just isn't enough. Or maybe, we should make our withdrawl from the sperm bank tomorrow.
1 Comments:
As someone who is Very Much On the Fence regarding having my own child, I can still be a cheerleader for this:
Listen Missie, you know deep down that having a Murray is The Thing for You. I don't think that anyone ever feels truly ready/prepared, but ohmygod, you are probably one of the most well adjusted people I know, and that alone puts you way ahead of most of us.
Of course waiting is fine too if you think that that's really the right thing. But you do realize that there will always be a gazillion obstacles/excuses ready and waiting for you to put it off longer. Are the obstables insurmountable? Only you can answer that one.
By amy, at 11:27 AM
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