I Had This Dream

At this point, we've still 26 weeks away from meeting Murray so all we have to go on are ultrasounds, the heartbeat on a doppler and dreams. I've only had 2 baby dreams so far but this weekend I had my first Girl Dream. Yep, Murray was a girl (in my dream, we still don't know in real life), she was GORGEOUS (naturally, the love child of Andrea and I should be nothing less don't you think?) and her name was something we would never ever choose like Adrianai (the i was totally there in the dream, who knows why?).

For some reason she was being kept in the nursery and I didn't get to see her right away. When I finally got there my dad was leaning over the crib, talking to her, I could barely get him to move so I could, at last, meet our daughter.

And when I held her gorgeous self in this dream, I cried tears of joy so real that I was in fact crying them in my sleep. When I got dressed in my maternity costume that day, I thought to myself, yes, this, I have waited my whole life for. Even though I have felt like crap for more than 2 months, the end result, that dream baby who will soon enough be a real baby, that baby is what I was put on this earth to do, to make and to love her (or him.)

And if you call me a sap I'll tell you it's the hormones, 100%.